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Holidays!

2010-09-06T20:31:00.004+08:00

Holidays!
Since its the hols, shall post more. Practiced dancing today. But very weird. Also revised two chapters of E Maths. Felt like fainting. So tiring, tdy. Nowadays, on the verge of breaking fast halfway. No idea why.

1. I need 2 tell u something, read number 5
2. Are u in a rush? read number 8
3. Are u curious? read number 9
4. Look its the following....u betta read number 15
5. I havent got the guts....just read number 17
6. I would like to tell u..but u should read number 16
7. I'll tell u...but first read number 2
8. Its very simple...just read number 4
9. Dont get nervous..its simple..jus read number 18
10. Not yet...but read number 19
11. Are u gettin tired? relax...just read number 13
12. Like i was sayin....read number 3
13. You're nearly there....read number 20
14. Just dropping by 2 say im always here for ya!:) teecee :)
15. Ur getting nervous..just read number 6
16. U still dont get it? just read number 12
17. Oh! im embarassed....read number 7
18. I dunno if u'll understand...just read number 10
19. Read number 11...slowly...and u'll find out
20. Now im'a tell u....read number 14...really quietly ok?

We fear rejection, want attention, crave affection and dream of perfection.

When am I suppose to tell him??

When will I be able to do this.....

Woah

2010-08-22T13:48:00.002+08:00

Woah
So long never post. Hmm, what can I post? Oh yah. Latest News! I am sooo giving up on Evergreen. No point of me wasting my time on him. But, another guy likes me. However, don't think that I will like him. Should stop it for a while. Abi was forcing me to go for her party. But my mum just said no. Well, I can't do much. Yesterday her dad called me. Said that he wanted to talk to my mum. Just told him off by saying that my mum is busy. Have been messaging my juniors. Mostly Sec 1s. No idea why. Maybe cause they make me feel young again? Probably. Put on blog new songs. Songs that I like to listen everyday. Must check my group on Teachers Day! Haiz. Tomorrow practicing. Also have to teach them the steps. Sian. Hope none of them want to quit because of the song we are dancing to. What to do now? Should I just to stick to one?

SYFOC!

2010-07-04T20:49:00.000+08:00

SYFOC!
Here are the videos!!

Forgotten!

2010-06-13T14:06:00.002+08:00

Forgotten!!
Probably forgotten bout hym already.. Thats good.. haha.. Dunno wat to do now.. hm.. Finished watching my little bride already..

Jus love this song♥ . Love Ya from SS501. This song sometimes reminds me of someone.. Haha.. Good luck finding out.. Oh well.. Haiz.. Who cares.. Oh yah, finally i cried last night. Was listenin to all of the sad songs then cried.. finally. I felt much better today. Cause i cried out all of my troubles n sadness.. Finally...

Haiz

2010-06-09T20:26:00.002+08:00

Haiz
Wow.. Lazy to type it out. Had SYF. Didnt eat breakfast. Consequence? I almost fainted while doing rifle drills. Was quite tough today. Dunno why. Maybe I nvr eat breakfast or wat? I dunno. But I know that I was very tired. Then after that, went to CCK MRT toilet. Changed quite a long time. Especially me. Cause was puttin make-up.=P. Then put my tudung. And head off. Didnt eat lunch cause thought that we would be the latest. Apparently, we werent. -.- When we arrived, saw Carlina, Cheryl, Qiu Ling, Damien and Oliver. Damn, the guys look so tall! Im lyk wth! Lyana and Sarah couldnt make it cause they were sick. Haiz. Then Shawn came wit Denzel. Then went off to marina Barrage. Waited for quite long for Ms Kek. Hurt my toenail while waiting. Haha. Then went off. Found nothin interestin there. Then decided to go to City Hall. Then to Suntec City. Ate Macs there. Eugene aso came. Then went home.

Should I?

2010-06-06T15:01:00.002+08:00

Should I??
Should I message hym now? Or should I just ignore. Had a debate with Matin. But he stopped halfway. I also didn't want to continue. I kept on thinking about hym. I am thinking whether I made the wrong choice. That's what I feel most of the time. Watching Bonamana on Music Bank. Haha. Thats the only thing that can make me smile. Kpop. Today Super Junior coming to Singapore. Can't see them. Parents are stopping me. What to do? I just have to wait till I am older then. When I will have much freedom. I was like holding my phone. Screen message showing 'Watcha Doin'. But I jus cant press the send button. Should I just give up? Since I can't take rejection. Wonder what my life will be lyk in the future.. Since now that it just sucks.

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
Cause everything you do
And words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And I am left with nothing

So maybe its true
That I cant live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
Cause when i close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

Then maybe its true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
I'm thinking two is better than one
(oh yeah)
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And i thought hey

Maybe it's true
That I cant live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
That I cant live without you
Cause maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I've figured out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one.

Haiz.. Boring.. Most of my friends went to Vietnam.. So long for them to return. Haiz.. On 9 June going for class gathering. That means I have to dash from HTA training.나는 그를 사랑... So tired.. And HUNGRY!! Yesterday watched lots of horror show.. No kick.. Haiz..

Days passed

2010-06-05T14:40:00.003+08:00

Days passed
I dunno what im doin rite now... It jus sux to the max.. My frens are all enjoyin in vietnam.. Why cant i hav a perfect life once?
Hey, hey, hey, hey

Top down in the summer sun
The day we met was like a hit and run
And I still taste it on my tongue
(Taste it on my tongue)

The sky was burning up like fireworks
You made me want you, oh, so bad it hurt
But girl, in case you haven't heard

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night, now it's just a bar fight
So don't call me crying, say hello then goodbye
(Oh yeah!)

There's just one thing would make me say
(Oh yeah!)
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, but now it's over
(Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey)

Hot sweat and blurry eyes
We're spinning on a roller coaster ride
The world stuck in black and white
(Stuck in black and white)

You drove me crazy every time we touched
Now I'm so broken that I can't get up
Oh girl, you make me such a lush

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night, now it's just a bar fight
So don't call me crying, say hello then goodbye
(Oh yeah!)

There's just one thing would make me say
(Oh yeah!)
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, but now it's over

All the time I wasted on you
All the bullshit you put me through
I'm checking into rehab 'cause everything that we had
Didn't mean a thing to you

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, but now I'm sober

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night, now it's just a bar fight
So don't call me crying, say hello then goodbye
(Oh yeah!)

There's just one thing would make me say
(Oh yeah!)
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, but now it's over

Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na

Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Now it's over, I still taste it on my tongue
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na
Now it's over

I have no idea why I am listening to these kind of songs already. But, maybe I do know that I am really crazy now. So tired.. 9th June got class gathering. Can't wait. Have to pick the correct clothes to wear. Haha. Hope Natasha and Heindra can go. Me and Rehana confirm going.

Bored

2010-06-03T11:55:00.002+08:00

BORED!!
Bored.. Bored.. Everyone is lyk askin me wats goin on in my life.. Wth.. I jus dun wanna be reminded bout it, can?
LTC:
1st day:
Kena selected for being CI. Kena the most pumpings.. Stress.. But i lyk the pumping part.. Can train me to hold rifle nxt tyme.. Couldnt realli speak up when told to.. Dats lyk my obvious weakness..
2nd day:
Amazing race quite tirin.. This tyme, Bryan is CI. He onli got 20 pumping.-.-. Very tirin.. Suppose to get 2nd team 4 the amazin race cause went in same bus with team C. dunno y considered as 3rd-.-.Then bathe.. Den bout 9, went home to rest for syfoc 4 nxt day.
3rd day(supposedly im thre):
My team got best grp ever! So proud of them!! Fanny was the CI for dat day.. She nvr kena any pumping:(. Best camper were Hillary and Nathalie.. Haha.. When i wantd 2 go 4 shooting, saw some of them.. Haha.. They were quite shock to see me in mufti..

Prank called many tymes..

Stupid Theory

2010-05-29T21:09:00.002+08:00

Stupid Theory
I jus made a stupid theory.. I dunno y.. Basically its lyk this.. When girls lyk guys, they are always rejected.. This, i cn say frm experience.. Which sux 2 the max.. Guys would start hatin u n won't talk to u ever.. They will become mre heartles.. But when guys lyk girls, they think dat they can get watever they wan. This, im also speakin from experience. They wld try to do anythin 2 get the gals they wan. While gals hu does this, will be considered as despo. Even their frens wld encourage them. While 4 girls, the guys frens wld ask them 2 giv hym up.. Why must this rules be lyk this? Can't this change? Why must guys get what they want while girls can't? Why must we get rejected all of the tyme?? Im sick of this rejection. This fuckin shit is ruinin my life. None of this is helpin me.. Maybe they are to me as this is makin me 2 be mre heartless.. Dats one of the reasons why i cant cry as much as my family members.. Cause of the rejection i had in the same.. Guys also lyk to play along wit the hearts of the gals.. Who do u think we are?? Stupid?? Please la.. We do have minds as well.. Its jus dat sometimes, our heart will overtake our minds..

I jus cant stop thinkin bout u.. If u wanna noe the translation badly, why arent u pleadin me to tell u? Every night i would dream bout u.. Sux to the fuckin max.. Well, im proud of myself in a way.. Im nt cryin anymre.. Not lyk last year.. Jus realised dat I wasted my years.... Dun ask y.. Waste of time... So sorry guys.. If u expect me to cry, it wont happen anymre... Because of all the heartless guys out there... U guys are makin me more emotionless n heartless... Even i get pissd off too often aldy..

When u guys force me to go out wit u guys, for what?? u guys think dat I won't be left out.. Well news flash ppl, I am! U thk dat jus hangin out wit u guys can relieve my stress.. But when u guys starts 2 bastard each other, im jus bein left out again.. U promised me that I wun be left out.. I don't see those promises at all.. Every min i feel lyk goin home.. I dun care how close we were anymre.. I jus wanna go home.. If u didnt noe i was these heartless, well, think again... Den when i told u guys how lonely I was, u guys will say y didnt i accept... Well, when u guys didnt lyk hym much as a fren.. Why shld I accpt hym.. i have my own feelings.. Yes, im being heartless for sayin all of these.. But none of u guys are understandin me at all! U guys are jus makin me feel pathetic.. Jus be prepared dat i am bein mre heartless.. When it gets to the end of june.. Jus be prepared.. Cause i cant stand it anymre.. U guys have no idea how badly I have felt.. U guys thk dat u noe everythin bout love and frenship jus cause i kept quiet.. Well again, news flash.. I have experienced mre since i was in primary school.. For what u say that u understand.. U just dont.. Dats how i feel lyk now.. If u feel lyk im back-stabbing u, probably, i hav felt the same way b4.. Jus think what u have done in the past 2 make me feel n act these way... To tell u the truth, i had a secret blog 2 post all of these.. i found out dat its a waste of tyme.. im jus gonna type all of it here.. At least im so called relievin my stress... Jus dun come and ask me who im typin bout.. i will never tell YOU!

PRESENTATION!!

2010-05-28T11:16:00.002+08:00

PRESENTATION!!
God, my presentation sux lyk shit.. Haiz.. Was shakin lyk hell.. Even Matin n Daryl saw..Haiz.. Sianz.. Still thinking.. Tryin 2 giv hym up but its harder den I thought! Almost everyone is preventin me to... Sux la.. Luckily its the hols.. Will practice to giv hym up.. Sianz.. I onli wanna be vice.. Nt mre than dat..

Damn it!

2010-05-24T19:04:00.002+08:00

Damn it!
Last night, I jus typed on my fb status dat im givin hym up, as long as he dun appear in front of me, i wun change my mind. Why tdy den he appear? Can he jus stop doin dat? Why last week i nvr see hym at all den saw hym almst the whole day?! Sux to the max, u noe! Tdy had the sexuality talk. Den formed a grp wit Abi, Michael and Sean. Talkd somethin bout differentiatin between a guy n a gal by their non-bio ways. Lyk their behaviours and attitude. Den we had to do what are our ideal feminime or masculine. One of the sentence jus made us horny. Desires sex. Me n abi jus turnd horny right away. Too bad, no one can stop me:P Released some exam marks. Everyone was good excpt for SS. Disappointd in myself 4 dat. Hopin dat i can pass Eng.. Im so afraid. Hopin dat i can pass A Maths as well.. So scary!!

Pls leave me alone will u.. Why must u appear in front of me tdy? Stp makin eye contact! U kept makin me change my mind. Which den will leave me stranded.. If tmr, u r gonna do the same, im jus gonna turn away n pretend u r nt there.. I dun care anymore.. i hope so..

SUx

2010-05-19T20:56:00.002+08:00

SUX SUX SUX!!
God, Hate this life.. The onli thing dat makes me relief is jus readin those darn books. I've aldy promisd myself to nt get addictd.. Wow, broke dat promise lyk siao.. Every second will be horny. But hu cares! Can someone jus stab me now! I hate this ache in my heart! Blastin music lyk hell.. Flopped malay oral jus now.. but hu cares.. No one does..

Damn

2010-05-17T20:49:00.002+08:00

Damn!
Tmr got A Maths.. I noe dat tmr will go home straight away 2 practice wit mum mly oral.. Sianz.. Must pass.. Must be able to speak.. So tired.. One more paper.. Should concentrate!! Its A Maths!!! Argh!! Feelin so sad n cold.. Haiz.. I hate my life to the max.. I was hopin to rain heavily.. So dat i cld walk in it.. N let my troubles flow along wit it.. Yes, im thinkin sick.. But hu cares.. No one does..

Help

2010-05-16T17:24:00.003+08:00

Help me!!
My heart is shattered into pieces.. I duno wat 2 do now.. Why doesnt anyone understands me anymre.. Maybe cause i nvr tell them.. But its no use if I do anyway.. Every second im turnin rebellious.. Dat means no more Miss Nice.. Or Miss Sensitive.. I hate ths feelin.. Especially when the guy u lyk indirectly hurt u. Why cant u jus stab me?! Anyone! jus take a knife n stab me now! At least i wun go to hell 4 committin suicide.. Jus felt lyk postin these videos..

I dunno wat to do wit myself now.. Im addicted to those books again.. nid to borrow more on Thurs.. Nid borrow more of those books.. They are temptin me..

Dunno why im postin these.. but im jus bored..

What I send hym

2010-05-15T14:08:00.002+08:00

What I send hym..
I was feelin guilty that i slept only at 5.. Was readin books all the way... Sent somethin.. Somethin that he wun understand unless he askd someone 2 translate it 4 hym.. This is wat I send..:
Mengapalah aku suka dgn kau? Aku pun pun tk tahu knape.. Kalau kau berada di depan aku, aku akan berasa gembira. Tetapi kalau tk, aku akan berase sedih..Aku benci diri sendiri utk menukai kau. Selalu kau tdk akan berbual dgn saya. Kau hdk tahu bila aku mula menyukai kau? Sejak kami dgn budk ncc yg lain berbual di kfc..Aku tk tahu kalau kau tahu tentg ini.. Memang betul aku selalu menggangu kau. Tetapi, aku selalu harus lupakan diri sendiri utk berbual dgn kau. kehidupan aku semakin sedih dn aku tk tahu knape. Tetapi kau, harus memberi aku satu ayat yg berkate 'cn u pls stop boderin me'. Aku memang bodoh. Sepatutnye, aky tdk harus mengikt ke kfc.. Haiz.. Aku menulis surat ini do jam 5 pagi krane aku berasa bersalah. Skrang, suara di hati saya berkata jgn berhenti menyukainya. Tetapi di kepalaku, ia berkata aku memang bodoh utk menyukainya, Aku telah tamat menulis surat ini. Gd luck understandn ths.. Selamat pagi..

This wat happend... Sux to the max.. the onli thing dat cn relieve myself is jus Super junior n studies.. Was watchin Bonamana.. Rox!! haha.. Sori, changin my mood... Will change again lyk 5 mins later...

Who am I??

2010-05-14T22:33:00.002+08:00

Who am I??
I have no idea anymre.. Why must i lyk hym.. Wat did i do 2 deserve this?? Can't i stop botherin hym?? B4 i ask this ques, i shld ask this.. Cant i 4get hym?? Shouldnt i focus on my studies?? Doin this is jus a waste of tyme.. Nthin is goin in my way.. Might as well be rebellious but study smart.. No one cares... Sori ppl, if u guys thinks i've changed.. Well, lets jus say i cant take it anymre.. I hav my own feelings.. Its my life.. My choice whether i should be rebellious or not.. which means no one is 2 stop me if i even wanna kill a police officer.. Even if i wanna take my life.. Even if im betrayin my own fren..Dats how sad my life is.. Especially when no one tells me anythin.. Or when nothin is goin in my own way 4 the past 15 years..

Hows life?

2010-05-09T15:40:00.003+08:00

Hows life?
When ppl ask me this random ques, wld also give random ans as well. However, the words inside my head that wants to ans this ques is, Sux to the max! Why do u care? No one does.. Suppose 2 be happy 4 Mothers' Day.. Well as u can see.. Im nt... Inside of bein so happy.. Im back to my annoyed state. No idea whats botherin me so don't ask me.. Its not worth it. It will jus make me feel more annoyed. Gave u a warnin aldy.. Gonna read a book bout murders.. Maybe my life is turnin upside dwn dats y im readin those books again.. Oh well, im turnin back to my rebellious state. Hope it wun hurt my frens as once I start, will be hard 2 end. Unless I change skl lyk wat I did from pri skl to sec skl.. So next tyme when any of u ask this ques, u will noe wats goin through my mind even if I ans random answers.. Hope u ppl will learn this lesson n dun ask this ques 2 me ever again..

I hav no idea wats happenin 2 me.. Weird... Im full of emotions.. but sadness is overtakin it.. Im lyk the cinderella from cinderella's stepsis.. No idea y.. Maybe got too addicted 2 the show.. Haiz.. Must study later.. I keep on skippin my meals.. Who cares.. No one does...

Bored

2010-05-05T20:45:00.002+08:00

Bored
So bored nowadays.. One more week for SA1.. Gonna start tmr.. So tired.. Slackin lyk hell nwadays.. 1st paper is Geo and E maths paper 1. Damn.. Oh, btw, those hu wanna noe wat im doin.. Dun look at blog post n ask me update.. Too lazy 2.. Jus go my twitter.. Solves ur prob,ppl?

So lazy

2010-05-02T14:23:00.001+08:00

So lazy to update... Dun feel lyk it...

3 more days

2010-04-14T19:26:00.002+08:00

3 more days!
Still gt 3 mre days.. abi, mus we tell.. Didnt study tdy. Quite tired. Npcc trip was cancelled for some reason.. haiz.. So tired.. I hav aldy prepared.. but im afraid to press the 'send' button.. What if rejected.. I cant take it anymre..

NPCC

2010-04-11T09:33:00.002+08:00

NPCC Promo Test!
Totally screwed up.. Dun remind me y... Haiz... Called... last Fri.. Actually not I call.. Is my daughter called... Maybe gonna do the same prank on Abi.. Haha. Wld be so much of fun! 17th April is comin!! So near!! 6 more days! ARGH! Possibly askin frens 2 watch 2d1n on dat day.. OMG! Reveal day! So scared... I have nvr been this nervous in my life b4! Argh! I hate this!!! Abi better not delay! But still soooo nervous... What if....Nvm.. No point thinkin bout it. Tmr gt physics test. Better study durin bio period.. haiz.. Haha.. Tmr can see... also.. Wow... I didnt noe im lyk this.. Im changin a lot sia.. Haiz... Watever.. Gonna stop typin now!

NPCC

2010-04-07T21:02:00.002+08:00

NPCC
Had npcc jus now. Learnt lots of stuff jus now. Learnt bout the 6 men tent. First time teachin tanguiloop to the other ppl. Learnt bout inner sheet, outer sheet and ground sheet. Also about vertical poles and the pin and horizontal poles. Realised that at the centre while doin the inner sheet must also peg. One 4 one side. then also learnt he terms main guideline, corner guideline and side guideline. At the main guideline, mus peg three pegs away.While doin the inner sheet, no nid do fly over. Onli when doin the outer sheet then do fly over. The knots that we used are tanguiloop, bowline and curve hitch.Sori.. typin all of these so wun 4get.. Haha.. Helps me though..

Wat im feelin now

2010-04-05T21:17:00.005+08:00

What Im feelin nw... Quite random.. So yah..

It's not the me you knew before, brand new sound
Together with this new me, one more round
Dance, dance, dance, you'll be wrong this time
Oppa oppa, I'll be, I'll be down, down, down, down

Oppa look at me, please look at me a bit
For me this style of talking is a first, ha
I did my hair, and I put on makeup too
But why are you, you, the only one who doesn't know

Thump thump my heart is starting to tremble
Over and over it won't stop imagining
What should I do? With my head held high
I want to say this to you

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ppa I love you
Ah, ah, ah, ah, so much so much
I'm shy so please don't laugh, it's the truth so please don't tease me
Again it's only foolish words

It's not the me you knew before, brand new sound
Together with this new me, one more round
Dance, dance, dance, you'll be wrong this time
Oppa oppa, I'll be, I'll be down, down, down, down

Oppa, for a moment, for a moment, listen to me
Don't say the things you kept saying
Don't just think of me as a little sister
Once a year passes, I think you'd regret it

You don't know, don't know, you have no clue of my heart
Tactlessly, you're only joking around
What am I to do, you thoughtless person
Listen to me, just for a bit

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ppa I love you
Ah, ah, ah, ah, so much so much
I'm shy so please don't laugh, it's the truth so please don't tease me
If you do that again I just might cry

It's not the me you knew before, brand new sound
Only on this somehow different day, it's a heated heart
Down down, don't be like this I'll get mad
Oppa oppa, don't be this way no, no, no, no

Tell me boy, boy, love it, it, it, it, it, it, it, ah

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ppa I love you
Ah, ah, ah, ah, so much so much
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, ppa I love you
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, so much so much
Again it's only foolish words

Oh, oh, oh, oh,
Ah, ah, ah, ah

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ppa I love you
Ah, ah, ah, ah, so much so much
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, ppa I love you
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, so much so much, oh

Scared

2010-04-05T21:02:00.001+08:00

SCARED!
Im so scared.. 17th April.. Wat to tell.. I hav aldy prepared.. But im too afraid.... Scared.... What will...say?? Im so scared...

SO tired

2010-03-27T18:36:00.002+08:00

So Tired!
Just finish Eng proj.. So tired.. Haha, Abi came at bout 9 plus. Watched 2d1n. Were laughin bout the violent dog and the zombie game( Abi, must play this wit others!). Then playd com. Soon, Rehana came. Oh b4 they arrivd, bought drinks. Rehana watched another eps. The episode when Mong and Jongmin drew on each other faces while the rest playd their own strength games. Was very funny. Then Reuben came. Most funniest was whn Seunggi was moving while holding for Hodong's legs while he did sit-ups. All of us laughd lyk hell. haha. Did the Eng proj for a while. Den Daryl came. The boys did the rest. Den slackd. Den Reuben went off. Watchd some parts of zombieland. Was quite disgustin yet interestin. Den while Abi was sitting on the same chair as mine, we were lyk being the violent dog in 2d1n by pushin each other ard. Also went to tickle Abi and rehana. Both of them kept on tryin 2 tickle me but couldnt. Too Bad! Nxt time though!Den Rehana and Abi left. Me and Daryl den watch disgustin video lyk a man eatin a huge larva. Den all the fluid came out. Also saw kangaroo and rabbit kena bang by racing cars. At 1st thought dat the rabbit kena splittd up. in the end, was the car's metal plate. But lyk so sad.. haha. Den watchd this cat(very cute!) kena pulled by a baby into a bath tub. Den when the cat went inside, it quickly went out. Funny sia! Den watchd this guy, Yoonha, playin piano. Wah, pro sia. Playd all the songs I lykd. Den sang along as well.. So pro. Even daryl cld nt play those kinda songs. Its lyk so style. Must be so famous wan.. Haha.. Will post more soon!

Fuck the parent hu scolded the teacher yesterday. U thk u noe everythin is it! Call the teacher a pig somemre.. Doesnt she know dat the teacher she is insultin is teachin her daughter. Y cant u teach then! Must scold them meh! Fuck u! Stupid parent. Lyk as though u noe so much..

ARGH!

2010-03-18T12:50:00.001+08:00

ARGH!
I cant go to kayakin cause of the stupd bruise on my hand. Takes longer than the time to type cause i cant do much with my rite hand.. Sianz.. I can aldy imagine wat kirsten is sayin bout me.. Haha.. Well, i hav no idea wat to do now... Sianz.. Anyway, matin askd me to update.. So here it is!

Bored

2010-03-01T19:57:00.004+08:00

Bored!
Was realli bored last night. Was emoish i guess. Everyone(meanin Kirsten n Matin) is tryin to find out hu Donghae n Minho is. Ya, u will thk dat those 2 ppl r frm Suju n SHINee. Dats wat i was tryin 2 tell thm but they dun believe me. Sianz. Me n Abi lyk very emoish nowadays. Last nite was aso quite funny. Quite sick lar. haha. Listenin to T-ara Im crazy because of u. Keep dancin to it. Nice to dance. Den Matin kept on askin me to dance but i wun. haha! Too Bad Matin! I will onli dance at home or when im bored. I cant imagne ppl lookin at me dancin to Oh! from SNSD. Okay, maybe my sis n bro but not the rest. haha. Im so evil. Now listenin to F.T island Missing you.

P.s:Kirsten, this is the Donghae dat u wanna noe:P

What im doin?

2010-02-28T18:55:00.001+08:00

What im doin now?
Currently listening to Kara-Lupin and T-ara- Im crazy cause of u. Watchd 2d1n and invincible youth. Also watchd music bank. Dancin to lupin n Im crazy because of u very addictve le.. Bored.. No emotions now.. Typin out the interviewin thing for sc. Dun wan wait 4 too long. Have to do chores b4 parents come home. Sianz.. Oh well, scared of physics. Predictin dat I'll fail. I gt wrong for most of the ques. Ms Chen said our chem was ok so hopin 4 the best. Tmr get to skip mt cause of dry shoot for Np. Must get marksmanship badge this year! ARGH!

OMG!

2010-02-14T15:31:00.001+08:00

OMG!
I cant believe dat he wld do dat. Wait, im nt suppse to talk bout this. Jus now wished everyone happy chi new year.. Den everyone said almost the same common thing. Which i wun say it. PRIVACY! Haha.. Now at grandma hse. Basically doin nothin. Wth am i suppose 2 do now. Everyone is lyk nt online at all. its seriously darn borin nowadays.. Haha..

ARGH!

2010-02-10T19:15:00.002+08:00

ARGH!
Im so darn bored! Haven do hw yet.. Too lazy to do. Was dancin to Oh! n Gee. Im seriously bored. I even sang! To me its normal but to others, yah, some dun believe I guess... Abi kept sabohin me to sing for the CNY rehearsal. But I will nvr sing chi songs! I dun mind korean though! Haha. SUJU! SHINee! 2PM! After School! SNSD! KARA! Im seriously bored! Haha.. Dun mind me, im gona say random stuff now. Yesterday someone said somethin to me which i wun say.. Im afraid some will read it so yah.. Lalalala...BORED! OMG! ARGH! I dun wan do hw! I dun wan study! SHIT, tmr got chem test n i didnt even study. Wait, wat to study?! Oh, yah, geog had 12/15. Passd my teacher's target which was B4. Had A1 instead. Its quite weird whn she did the target by usin our PSLE scores. N my target was lyk the lowest cause my PSLE was low.. So yah.. Sux. Totally sux. I hate it whn they talk bout PSLE. Jus reminded me how ignorant I was last time. Sux lyk hell. And gettin more bored then ever!

Sori

2010-02-08T20:07:00.004+08:00

Sori Ganesh!
I gt this cd from Kirsten. It was our past maids murder projct! OMG! I totally missd those times. Anyway, i rmbered ths teletubbies part whch im gonna say sorry to ganesh 1st for postin bout this. I jus cant stand laughin at it! Haha!

SKL!

2010-02-03T19:22:00.002+08:00

Had normal skl day tdy. Had geography test. I practically wrote everythin. Everyone wrote the ques on 1 page but i wrote bout 2 pages. Wth! I hope I gt at least 10 marks! My hand hurts aft writin! Argh! Jus now everyone bustd me lyk hell. They keep on pushin him towards me. Lyk wth! Cant they jus leave me alone? Ppl wan to enjoy eatg also cannt.. Haiz.. Den whn he go home, they said why u nvr hug her or kiss her gdbye? Lyk wth! Haiz.. Den whn I said bye, every1 was lyk oooohhh... Wth! Ppl cant say dat as frens ah? Haiz.. The bad thing was Mdm Kavitha saw us. Den she was lyk tellin dat 3E1s arent suppse to be here n all. Then she askd hu they were makin fun of. Haiz.. I hope she wun tell the class. It wld be lyk so embarassin la.. Haiz.. Everythin doesnt seem rite at all. WTH DID I DO WRONG IN MY LIFE! Haha. Sorry, havin mood swings now. Well, will post mre soon!

Sory

2010-02-01T19:33:00.000+08:00

Too lazy to post.. Not suppse to on the com..

UPDATE!

2010-01-24T15:02:00.001+08:00

Sory.. Jasmine force me to update.. Haiz.. Well here goes. Tdy, class was talkin bout bff. Yah.. Dats all. Bye!

Sorry!

2010-01-16T14:46:00.002+08:00

Sorry dat I cant post much nowadays. Onli can use com durin weekends. Haiz.. Haha. Lets jus say dat the past few days were quite interesting.. In a way.. Wun tell how.. Privacy.. Hm.. wat else? I hav no idea. Finally, i finishd all of my hw. Includin MALAY! Haha. I did it without mum's help(dats good u noe). But I had a dictionary help. Had to translate some words. Must improve mly.. Haiz.. Luckily no eng hw. Done geo the cover page aldy. Wat to do now? I still feel so sleepy. Haiz.. I somehow thought of Minho from SHINee. He looks so cute! Haha. Im so nuts. Haiz. Abi still nvr reply. Maybe she's busy wit her prayers. Oh well. Wat to do now? Nid to ocntinue watchin cruel temptation later. Im lyk the slowest in my family. Its not my fault dat i went for batam trip while the rest of the family members watch the other eps. Haiz.. So tired. Mon, thurs n fri got np. Tues got half day of skl! Im so happy. I wonder wat 2 do aft dat. Nt sure whether got mt. Hope dun hav. haha..

Shld i say yes or no? im so confused. Mum said no but come on. He isnt jus any guy. Argh im goin nuts. Shld i of shld i not?

BATAM!

2010-01-09T17:53:00.001+08:00

Im so lazy to type aldy. Was tired frm Batam trip. Lets jus say dat I hate this dare I had 2 do. It was made by Ganesh.. Haiz..

SKL!

2010-01-03T19:44:00.001+08:00

Tmr is 1st day of SKL! Haha. FInally! Tmr wil noe my class! Haha. Too lazy 2 post mre. Haiz.

STEAMBOAt

2010-01-02T21:50:00.003+08:00

Jus nw ate Korean food. Excludes Kimchi though. Ate lots of beef, chicken n duck. Den learnt a new method of eatin all of this in 1 bite. Bro taught me to put all of those inside a piece of lettuce. Den eat. Very nice! Haha. Talkin bout this makes me hungry again. Dats nt good. Haha. Wat 2 do now. Haha. Now forcin Kimiko 2 watch this horror show which includes Suju inside. And in the end, she gav up watchin. Haha. Wondr wat 2 do nw. Hmm.. download sngs? Nothn 2 dwnload.
Pictures!:

KBS Gayo Daejun

2009-12-31T14:48:00.002+08:00

Jus now watchd KBS Gayo Daejun. Had the 1 night 2 days performers inside. Even though Seugun isnt a singer, he sang wit Seunggi Let's go on a trip. Power! Haha. Im gettin nuts. I wanna noe my class nxt year! Haiz.. Y mus wait 4 so long? Hearin Hot Issue. Actualy watchin SBS Gayo Daejun now. Haha. Wat to do? Haha. Song changed to Bo Peep Bo Peep. I shld stop this addiction nxt year. Will post more soon!

NPCC!

2009-12-29T20:00:00.002+08:00

Jus now had Npcc. Thank God dat there werent any blisters. Haha. Did lots of thinkin. Kirse gave me my Christmas present(even though i dun celebrate it) n Wan Ting gav me my belatd present. Haha. SO wat 2 post bout now.. Hmm.. Skl is gonna start soon! I was so suprisd whn I saw my Maths book. God, its so thick! Haha.. Since I had nothin 2 do, I will post the poem I wrote:

Didn't 2 years pass by very quickly?

Didn't our classmates mature or is it just me?

However we are force to follow the procedure

Which is splitting up to different class next year.

Although our class like to misbehave,

But we have always believed in faith

In studies and in friendship together

That we will always remember each other forever.

So here am I saying goodbye

To my classmates I made which I can't lie

Saying sorry for leaving the class so fast

While submitting into our new class.

Wrote this when I had nothin to do. Was so happy dat Sezairi won Singapore Idol. Mum voted for 2o times. Was totally worth it. When we heard hu was the Singapore Idol, Mum, sis n I were lyk jumoin lyk hell. Haha. Haiz.. So Malay men have been Singapore Idol for 3 times. Haha. Its weird for a while though. Haha. Well, will post more soon!

Sec 1s!!!!!

2009-12-23T17:29:00.002+08:00

Jus nw had sec 1 orietation. Was kinda tiring. Kept sneezin here n there. At first saw Murni n her mum so I helpd 2 lead the way. But I nvr see Faezah n her mum yet. Aft all of the hall duty, went dwn 2 excel room 2 help the bookshp ppl. Den saw Faezah n her mum. Haha. Both of them r in diff class. Faezah is in 1e1 while Murni is in 1e3. Oh well, both of them r in diff class. And 4 me, I still dunno my class yet! Dats bad. Haha. I wan noe! Haiz.. Haha.. I wondr hu will be in my class nxt year. Its aldy confirm dat Daryl n Reuben will be cause three of us takin the exact same subj excpt 4 mt though. Haha. Then ate lunch with Matin n Reuben. Ate Mee Siam. Matin wantd me n Reuben to arm wrestle but both of us didnt wanna. Den both of them went inside arcade but I went to the nearby cd shop cause was wearin skl uni. Den outsde the cd shop showed some parts of cruel temptation so I go watch la. Den i dunno how many mins later, all of us met. Den went home. Slept den ate. Kept havin block nose. Haiz.. I hate this.. Will post more soon. P.S. Have to learn all the lashings n notes by 29th. Havin an Npcc campcraft written test!

SORRY!

2009-12-21T16:58:00.002+08:00

So sorry dat i didnt post for a long time. Well, tdy had sc meetin. Was almost late. But nt as late as matin. Aft meetin in canteen, went to foyer. Den Mr Vasu told us bout our attire n all. Den was told dat me n Kirse had to do hall duty. Den went to hall. Was same grp wit Kirse,Chynna, Ming Shu, Mei Po, Matin, Daryl, Dzul, Reuben n Zhi Yan. 4gt hu else. Den played blow wind blow. Didnt get caught at all. Haha. Den played fishin net. Was kinda tiring n voluntered 2 become part of the net. Den helpd to get the chairs to the hall. Gt some briefin. Den went to j8 wit Kirse, Matin, Reuben, Daryl n Zhi Yan. All the guys wantd to eat at Mos Burger. I thought dat it wasnt halal which Matin didnt care. Haha. So me n Kirse decided to eat at a place where we can see them. Haha. Then walked back to Mos burger there aft eatin. den walked ard. Den Daryl suddenly MIA(missin in action).( Actually he went off wit his mum if im nt wrong). Den walked ard again. Bout 2, went home. Ya, dats all. Den slept n playd com. Will post mre soon! P.S. Tx Matin for the card! The poems r nice. :D

Bday!

2009-12-15T12:34:00.002+08:00

I would lyk to thank:
Menghao
Bryan(Sec 3)
Thomas
Atiqah(Poly)
Mr Robin
Kean Wah
Kirsten
Wei Ting
Aisyah
Vanessa
Shomir
Afiq
Sarah
Allyson
Jing Xun
Khine
Bryan Lim
Zul
Valeria
Lyana
Sylvia
Jannah
Wan Ting
Syukri(ATC)
Matin
Afiqah(Cuz)
Kaylynn
Atiqah(Cuz)
Wan Rong
Yana
And my family members :) For all the bday wishes.. Tx guys! Thanks Kirse 4 givin me 14 presents! Advanced tx to Wan Ting n Matin hu will be givin mine soon.. Haha.. Thnx so much guys!

ATC!

2009-12-10T14:10:00.001+08:00

Yesterday had npcc. 2 days later will hav ATC! Will miss family day but aft atc hav 2 straight away go to Grandma's hse. Oh well. Maybe get 2 eat. Haha.. Im gettin hungry.. Nothin to talk bout. Post mre soon! Ps: I aso watchd Super Junior experiencin seein ghost. Its called Super Junior Mystery 6. Can watch it at Youtube. Cause of it, I couldnt sleep well last night. Quite nice.. Enjoy den!

NPCC!

2009-12-07T14:17:00.002+08:00

Kirsten jus sms me dat she received a letter bout Npcc.. Haiz.. Later hav to go down n check mailbox.. But too lazy.. haha.. Eatin maggi later.. Cant wait.. Haha.. Tryin to digest pancakes 1st den will eat maggi.. Im still havin my black-hole stomach.. Haha.. Jus now watched 2 eps of hot blood. Yesterday watched Dream Team.. Got Hyun Joong inside.. haha.. Wat to do tdy? Maybe sleep or eat.. Tryin to gain weight from my 'diet' which my ulcer in my mouth caused.. Haha.. Post more soon!

Haiz

2009-12-06T14:19:00.002+08:00

Bored, Bored, BORED!!!! Haha.. Im seriously bored.. Haiz.. Lalala.. Haha.. Hearin songs.. Haha.. Watched 2d 1n aldy..Downloadin videos now. Haha.. Haiz.. Aft playin com, will sleep. Den aft dat, dunno wat 2 do. Maybe eat? haha.. Haiz.. Hvn sms anyone recently.. Maybe Im jus to lazy to do dat.. Will post more soon.
Song of the day(Cruel Temptation theme song):

I will cry everytime I hear this song.. Maybe its cause of the meanin? Possible.. If u wanna noe wat show i was watchin n when, its Cruel Temptation or Temptation of Wife every Mon to Fri at 7pm.. I cant ever miss this show.. Its as nice as Famous Princesses.. Haha.. Jus realised this. Twilight is on at Star Movies now..

SO CUTE!

2009-12-03T12:04:00.001+08:00

I was lookin at allkpop n I realised this. Its Teletubbies dancin to Ring Ding Dong frm SHINee. So cute.. Haha.. I was lyk laughin my guts out.. Haha.. Enjoy!

NPCC

2009-12-02T14:33:00.002+08:00

Jus now had a short period of NPCC. Did two stuff. One was tyin a bowline. Another one i 4got but it is required for buildin a tent. Remembered how to tie a bowline aft the instructor taught us. Den did the 2nd activity. Kena blisters.. 4 on one hand.. Haiz.. My luck..Now dunno wat to do.. Will post mre soon.

YES!

2009-12-01T14:01:00.002+08:00

Jus now received a letter of an edusave bursary. haha.. So lucky.. Somehow, the price is $350. The thin says dat frm sec1-5, will get $350. But last year, i only get 250. Lyk wth.. haha.. Watched hot blood. Last night only slept at 4.15 am.. Cause couldnt sleep. Im gettin insomnia.. Haiz.. Den went to watch Kung Fu panda wit mum.. Haha.. Got laugh but hav to control. Sis n dad were sleepin. Bro was out. Haha. Den when he return, I cld go to sleep. Last night aso watch Famous Princesses n Cruel Temptation. Haiz.. So bored. Yesterday was quite funny.

Yesterday:
-Went to Seoul Garden wit family n bro's fren
-Ate lots of BEEF!!
-Sad dat I wun be eatin mre at family day cause havin atc.. haiz..
-Needed to buy compact powder but couldnt find one suitable for me thre.
-Bro's fren shocked dat I wore make-up aldy
-Bro said dat I wore my basic everyday(which is base n powder)
-Bro's fren vry shock when she saw my face
-She thought i nvr wore make-up cause look so natural.
-She wantd to learn frm me.. Lols..
-Said dat I dun nid much. Only my sis cause her face nt so nice.. I laughd.. hu wouldnt be..
-Found out somethin bout my sis which I envy. She has long and curly eyelashes.. Argh!
-Bro's fren said I should concentrate on my eyes. N she would teach me how.. haha..

Yesterday aso went to buy sis's sweater..Den saw her principal.. Doesnt look lyk one. Den bro n his fren started makin fun of her principal.. All of us laughed(includin parents).. haha.. Haiz.. Gettin bored every min.. haha.. Dunno wat to do later.. Watch 2d1n, famous princesses n.......CRUEL TEMPTATION! haha.. Will post more soon!

Haiz

2009-11-30T13:32:00.003+08:00

Didnt post for quite a long time.. Feelin vexd.. No idea y.. Haha.. Hearin TTL(Time to love) On n on again.. Haha.. Maybe its the song of the day.. Possible.. Haha.. Later watchin 2d1n on Internet.. Haha.. Gt addicted to it.. Cant stop.. Haiz.. Lalala.. Gt bored.. So one time went to sms Bazil, Wan Ting n Matin at the same time.. gt unlimited sms so can sms as much as i wan.. haha.. Lols.. Haiz.. Thinkin hu should I disturb tdy.. haiz.. Took some pics but wun post.. haha.. Dun lyk to post pics of myself.. lols.. Haiz.. Tdy eatin at Seoul Garden! Yai!!!!!! Can eat beef wit Kimchi!!!!! Haha.. Lols.. Cant wait to eat korean food! Lols.. Im so nuts.. Haiz.. Jus now watched Pops in Seoul:Pops radio or somethin lyk dat.. Gt Kevin and Alexandra.. haha.. kevin looks so cute! Haha.. Haiz.. Still shocked dat Faizal was out frm S'pore Idol.. Haiz.. Well, good looks doesnt take all of the votes.. Haiz..
Song of the Day:TTL(Time to love)

2012!!!

2009-11-24T11:38:00.002+08:00

On Sunday, my whole family went to watch 2012. I was actually watchin the Wizards of the Waverly place. Den suddebly at 8pm, my mum told me to quickly change to watch 2012. So i change. Reached there at bout 8.45. Dad bought the ticket for 9.15. So decided to walk ard. Oh, b4 dat when we rode on the lift, saw Mei Yi n her sis. I could only wave. Cant talk cause of the stupid ulcer at the back of my mouth. If i talk, it will make contact with my teeth. And watsmore, my teeth at the bck r quite sharp. Den got out of the lift. Um.. aft gettin the ticket, went to drink. Bought wintermelon. Den went to toilet, bought popcorn n drink. Den went inside.. At first it was quite cool. I was lyk coverin myself cause i was lyk thinkin wat will happen nxt.. Haiz.. Den i realised it was worse den watchin a horror movie.. It was lyk so freakin darn scary.. Haiz.. Somehow, there was this officer hu was so selfish to allow the other ppl to go inside the ark. The worse part, the scientist hu discovered this end of the world thing died in a tsunami. Dat was lyk so sad.. Haiz.. When the movie ended, it was aldy bout 12+. Went home, but couldnt sleep. Was afraid to sleep. So watched tv till 4+. Den slept.. Haha.. Tdy aso same thin. But last night, slept at 3+. Aso cant sleep. Maybe cause slept in the afternoon aldy. Haiz.. Dunno wat to do now.. Haiz.....
Stupid ulcer. Cause of it, my appetite has gone wrong.. I wld only eat twice a day.. Could lose weight so easily.. Cant eat, cant talk, cant drink properly.. Haiz.. I hate my life...

Haiz

2009-11-21T14:19:00.003+08:00

Had severe headache n stomach ache.. Maybe fallin sick soon.. haiz.. Playin wit phone.. Bored.. Watchin ur my destiny later.. Yesterday watched 2d 1n den slept ard 1 plus.. Woke up at ard 11-12. Haha.. Youngr sis scolded me.. Made breakfast for thm to eat.. Haiz... Will post mre soon..

Yes!

2009-11-19T14:54:00.001+08:00

Im so happy! Tdy I will be upgradin the line n get a new phone! Ive nvr been so happy b4! Yai!!!!! Haha.. My line actually finish nxt month.. But cause there is this ppl hu tell us dat they can advance it. Im so happy.. Hello unlimited sms! Hahaks.. Haiz.. Im goin nuts.. Will post more soon.. P.S. No song of the day.. Too lazy to find one.. haha..

6 Kindness Class Gathering

2009-11-18T14:51:00.001+08:00

Yo People of Townsville Primary School 6kindness year 2007. There will be a class gathering on 1st/2nd December 2009(Date not confirmed yet) at Escape Theme Park or Sentosa. More details will be given soon.

Meeting point: Unknown
Date: 1st/2nd December 2009(Not confirmed yet)
Venue: Sentosa or Escape Theme Park
Time: Unknown
Activities: Unknown

We really hope you can join us for this year gathering
Please try to come.
Call Vivian for more info, she is the organizer for this year gathering

For more updated Details, please visit the class blog.

Hope I can come n hope all the ex classmates can come..
Taken frm Xiao Loong

NTUC

2009-11-18T13:54:00.003+08:00

Jus now went to Amk Hub.. We walked to the Long John Silvers.. Vry empty but whn my mum was bout to order breakfast, it was aldy lunch.. We decided to walk back to Amk hub to eat Macs.. I ate double cheese while mum at fillet o fish.. While she was talkin a lot, i jus listen.. Den went out.. Walked inside amk hub.. Spotted Daryl(sec 1) n Chun Han n some of the frens.. Onli Daryl saw me.. We walk into the Hello! Shop.. Couldnt find the phone i wanted.. Found it in this advertisement.. Cost $48 in this promo.. But ends at 20th Nov.. den we walked out.. We walked pass this shoe shop.. I love the boots n some of the shoes.. Mum said dat I could work aft O levels but as in part-time.. As long as i get money, im ok wit it.. Aft dat, walked inside NTUC.. Aft dat, went back home.. Got one tvps student ask y my mum not workin anymore.. She said she tired aldy. Hahaks.. She dun wan tell the real truth.. Aft buyin veg, went back home.. Bored.. Dunno wat to do now.. Maybe gonna sleep later.. Haiz.. Had a random dream which i 4got.. This fri gt 2d1n.. Cant wait to watch.. Haiz.. I wan watch Cruel Temptation!
Song of the day(Miley cyrus:When I look at you):

Will post more soon!

Lalala

2009-11-16T12:12:00.002+08:00

Feelin bored.. As always.. Ate maggi jus now.. Haiz.. Yesterday night ate Tulang merah.. Fuyooh! Syiok.. Haiz.. Wat to do now.. Wanna do somethin.. But lazy.. Haiz.. Yesterday Sis pissed me off.. But wun say it here.. Lalala.. Lookin at allkpop.. Wat to do.. Wanna watch you're my destiny but the videos got prob.. Wth.. Haiz.. Yesterday wrote poems.. No idea why.. Maybe got lots of feelings inside so decided to write it.. Lols.. Seunggi from 2d1n has recoverd fully. Finally! More 2d1n! Haha.. So in luv wit dat show.. Haiz.. Will post more soon!
Song of the day(Happy Together-Super Junior):

Haiz

2009-11-15T13:00:00.002+08:00

Wat to do, wat to do? So borin for the past few weeks.. Haiz.. Bored.. Tdy gonna watch 2d1n.. Dunno whether its repeat or not but recorded in schedule jus in case. Haiz.. Wat to do? The onli thing i hav now is the com, music n malay books.. Yup, borrowed some frm library. Ayat-Ayat Cinta n this other story i 4gt.. Watchin Friends now.. hahaks.. IM going nuts.. Haiz.. Wat to do? Argh!!!! This is makin me goin crazy..
Song of the day(Obsessed by Miley Cyrus):

Somehow this song has a meaning.. I guess it relates to me.. Haiz..

Haiz

2009-11-14T13:39:00.002+08:00

Bored lyk hell.. Watched horror show. Yesterday created plurk. Quite fun somehow. Haha.. Yesterday somethin happen which i wun post here.. haha.. Lol.. Haiz.. Bored lyk hell. Bored, bored bored.. Haiz.. Had a weird dream though.. Dunno y got dat.. Even though i didnt thk. Haiz.. Bored, bored bored.. Haha.. Im going nuts..
Song of the day(Mc Mong-Indian Boy):

Lols

2009-11-13T12:49:00.003+08:00

Tdy was the appealin results.. I feel so sorry for Wan Ting. But however, Wan Ting.. Hwaiting! U can do it.. Dunno wat to do.. Haiz.. Watchin u r my destiny.. Somehow matin aso watchin 2d1n tdy.. Lols.. Oh btw.. its Friday the 13th.. Lols.. i jus realised whn my mum told me.. Hahaks.. Was hearin super junior, u kiss n ss501 the whole day yesterday.. Was so freakin damn bored.. Haiz.. Wat to do? Cant wait for 11.20. Can watch 2d1n.. Hahaks.. There was news dat Lee Seunggi frm dat show had swine flu.. Haiz.. Dunno if they will film more.. Im gonna get matin addicted to dat show.. Hahaks.. Song of the day is........Love you more frm SUJU!

Horror!

2009-11-12T12:39:00.003+08:00

Haha.. Yesterday was quite fun.. Ppl hu came( order):
Matin
Wan Ting
Vasu
Pyi
Kirsten
Ganesh
Reuben
Zhi Yan
Valerie
Went to watch coming soon n Ju on.. I baked brownies for them to eat. Was quite fun. I tried to scare Reuben.. Was quite funny.. Everytime me n ganesh wld try to scare reuben. Den ganesh scared wan ting by goin underneath the table n scared her.. Haha.. I aso scared Wan ting.. I aso went underneath the table but this time pulled her leg.. Vasu, Pyi n ganesh played socccer downstairs. Ganesh was the only preson hu went up. When I refilled the brownies plate, it was gone 15 mins later.. Haiz.. Aft all of them went home, went to clean the table. Den went inside the room until bed time.. Was bored by then. So i went to disturb Wan Ting, Matin, reuben. Seriously bored.. Haiz..
Song of the day:Mc Mong-Horror Show(It has Matin's fav fat guy from 2d1n..Enjoy!)

This song is addictive.. Hahaks..

Lalala

2009-11-08T15:21:00.002+08:00

Dunno what to do now.. I hav invited this ppl for 11 Nov thing:
Kirsten
Ganesh
Zul
Daryl
Zhi Yan
Wan Ting
Matin
Vasu
Reuben
Thignesh
Im seriously bored now. Waitin to know my nxt year class.. Haiz.. Wat to do now, sia? So borin.. Maybe eatin? Nah.. Just now madrasah was borin.. The whole hols will be borin.. Hu am i suppose to talk to? i cant even go out.. Lyk wth..
Song of the day(Man Man Han Ni):

This song is so addictive.. Lyk Sorry Sorry.. Haiz.. If my frens hear this.. They will be lyk Korean again.. U-kiss has definitely changed a lot.. I still lyk Kevin frm U-Kiss even though he aso change.. But he is more HOT! Omg, did I jus said dat? Jus pretend I didnt, k? Hahaks.. Will post more soon!

Lalala

2009-11-07T12:55:00.002+08:00

Haiz.. Another day is passin by.. Found another song of the day but lazy to post more.. So yah.. Hahaks.. Btw, the song is Shining Star from Super Junior.. So yup.

Yes!

2009-11-06T14:59:00.003+08:00

Finally I hav found the website to watch haeundae.. I aldy watch the 1st part anyway.. Jus now went to skl to see streamin results..Alhamdulilah cause I gt the subj I wanted.. I got eng, maths, mt, pure chem n pure physics, geo n A maths.. I feel so relieved.. However, i found my two high chance future classmates.. Daryl n reuben.. Both of them hav lyk all the subj same as me except for mt.. Haiz.. Oh well.. This is life.. Lalalala.. Wat to do.. Nothin? Gonna continue watchin the tsunami movie.. hahaks..

Song for this day:

I jus lov this song.. Gives me so much of motivation especially when I thk this is the end of my life or when im cryin.. This song will always cheer me up! Btw.. Its Angela..

그것은있을 것입니다

Lalala

2009-11-05T20:01:00.002+08:00

Tdy had this civil defence thin.. Was kinda borin.. I kept wantin to poke Kirse.. Hahaks.. Watchin u r my destiny.. I hav nothin to do.. Later watchin 2 days 1 night.. So bored.. Hahaks.. Lalalala.. kena saboh to represent bps wit Kirse jus now.. i became the casualty.. lols.. It felt quite comfortable though.. hahaks.. Learnt CPR.. Lols.. Super Junior, Super Junior, Super Junior! Haha.. Got nothin to do..

My song for the day:

The meaning quite nice.. btw, those hu I hav invited for 11 Nov.. Pls tell me the ans asap.. I nid to do some preparations 4 u guys.. Hahaks.. Oh.. Tmr is streamin results.. So freakin damn nervous.. Hahaks.. Anyway.. This song is called What If.. Its bout a guy hu luv this woman n is tryin to give her up but hesitates as he thinks dat she will love him if he waits a little longer.. I jus love this song... Haiz... Will post more soon!

Sorry

2009-10-28T10:45:00.003+08:00

I was too lazy to type out about the camp.. Jus finish eatin two packets of instant noodles.. Tryin to increase my weight.. Hahaks.. Im gonna make milo soon.. Haiz.. Im stress.. I have to restart Matin's test.. Haiz.. Im startin to lazy n lazier.. Hahaks.. Gonna hear super junior later.. Lols..

Yes!

2009-10-19T11:32:00.002+08:00

Wohoo! I could 4get him the whole week! Im so proud of myself.. I onli cried on 12th Oct but the rest i didnt cried.. Im gonna cry soon but nt cause of him but cause i was able to 4get him! Hahaks.. I noe.. Im nuts.. This is a totally great achievement to me.. I should do this all the time.. Im so happy.
Thanks to:
Matin(my part time counsellor): Thanks for ur encouragement! I totally appreciate it... Cause of u, im as happy when I didnt noe him..
Kirsten(my advicer): Thanks for the advice n encouragement u gav me.. Everytime i thk of him, i always thk bout the advice u gav me.. Thx..
Wan Ting(Encourager): Thanx 4 the encouragement u gav me.. Everytime when Im about to cry, u were always there to make me smile.. U aso made me see the other side of him.. Thanx
Afiq(Encourager): Thanx 4 the encouragement n the stuff u hav done 4 me.. If u n wan ting didnt ask me to ask him 4 stead, I wouldnt see the other side of him.. Even though there were other 'stuff' u did dat i told u not to, I appreciate it cause i cld understand him mre better.. Thank u..

My appreciate card.. So called anyway.. Hearin super junior songs.. Always make me happy by listenin to them.. Hahaks.. Dats all.. Will post mre soon..

Madrasah

2009-10-18T14:24:00.002+08:00

Tdy had 'madrasah'. Dunno wat crap we did.. Ustazah askd us to say the surahs but i claim i dunno.. Maybe i really dunno.. Hahaks.. Hearin super junior now.. Haiz.. Im gettin too obsessed.. I should stop once in awhile.. But in my head.. Im sayin.. NVR! SUper Junior is lyk so cute! Hahaks.. I gettin nuts again.. Lols.. My phone gt new videos.. Hahks.. Super junior again.. Hahaks.. Argh! Im gettin nuts.. I wanna try laughin gas.. Got it from this show super junior was in.. Lols.. Them again! Hahaks.. Im an obsessed fan.. Hahaks.. Watchin super junior again.. Lols.. Im bored..... Haiz... Tmr gt no skl.. Campin on 21st, 22nd, 23rd.. Lols.. Nid to buy some stuff.. I dun hav swimmin wear.. I dun wan the sea activity to be kayakin again! I dun wanna get sunburn again! Lols.. 4 the past 7 days, i nvr thk of him.. Yippee! Im so happy of myself! Hahaks.. Lols.. Nid to thk mre of super junior! lols.. Post mre soon!

This is quite cool

2009-10-17T13:23:00.001+08:00

Super Junior m-Super Girl

Yai

2009-10-17T13:12:00.003+08:00

Finally its the end of exams! Can relax lyk hell sia! Hahaks.. I feel so sorry 4 the pri skl students cause they still hav 2 go 4 exams.. Hahaks! Too bad! Nxt week got camp.. Hav to see what the stuff i nid to buy n see the others if i still hav or dun hav.. Lols.. Im so hungry somehow.. I wanna mcmuffin! Lols.. 4 the past 4 days, i hav been eatin the same thin on n on.. Lols.. Now im scared 4 results.. But in the meantime, i will definitely jus celebrate.. Hahaks.. I hav a game plan which i wun say it here though.. Lols.. Later going grandma's hse.. Haiz.. I seriously wanna get Nokia N95.. Yesterday Sci paper was ok ok.. Can't say its easy or hard.. Same reason 4 the Maths paper.. Haiz.. Some ppl said Sci was hard while the others was easy. But when they ask me, I said that it was ok ok.. Lols... Hahaks..

Yai

2009-10-15T14:23:00.002+08:00

Yai! One mre day to the end of the exam.. N finally! Its almost the end of the week! Im so scared dat i will fail maths! But i really hope i pass! Anyway, tdy had maths.. Was ok ok.. Cant say its hard cause im confident i will pass.. But cant say its easy cause not confident i will get high marks.. So lets hope.. Yesterday watched S'pore Idol.. Lols.. Not supportin any1.. Supportin Super Junior though! Hahaks.. Luv them so much! Anyway.. Gt some problems jus now at skl.. Aft skl, went to eat at macs.. Ate sausage mcmuffin.. Den played wit food.. Somehow.. Hahaks.. Tmr maybe watchin movie.. Lols.. Wonder wat sia... Still havin another exam.. Its called Matin's exam.. Haiz.. Hope i pass wit flyin colours.. Hahaks.... Post mre soon.. Will post realli mre aft tmr.. Hahakz!

I cld 4got him 4 almost 4 days! Dats an achievement!

Goodbye, my love

2009-10-12T19:21:00.003+08:00

I was thinkin bout this nowadays..

jalgayo nae sarang ijen bonaejoolggaeyo
giuk choouk modoo ijeulggaeyo
jioogo jiwuhsuh sarang hanjumdo biwuh nelggaeyo
nae mamaesuh

goodbye, my love. i’ll let you go now.
the remembrances and the memories, i’ll forget them all
i’ll erase and erase and empty out every drop of love
from my heart

But everytime how much I try.. this happens

andwaeyo nae sarang bonelsooga ubneyo
geudel geudel ijuhya haneundae
jioogo jiwuhdo naegen ddo geudae bboonin gabayo
mian haeyo

i can’t.. i can’t let go of my love
i have to forget you, you
no matter how much i try to erasei guess you’re the only one for me
i’m sorry

Those sms u sent me.. U can even say u 4got bout it.. Ya.. im not botherin u.. But in my mind, u r.. Thank you so much.. Just rmb.. I still hav those sms in my phone.. So i hav to tell u this.. I always save this kinda stuff in my phone.. I used to delete it but it came round back to me n somehow, i gt it back... U freakin liar... U r jus sayin it jus to ignore me... Wth.. Dats seriously a coward thin to do.. Whatever... Cause of u.. I dun thk i can lyk any guy anymre.. I guess my bro fren is rite... Its better to be loved den loving someone... Somehow.. My heart hurts when i love u or thk of the past.. Especially those sms...

Lols

2009-10-11T09:24:00.001+08:00

Oh my god! I had a nightmare n a dream... I dreamt of him.. Wth.. God lyk nothin else 2 dream.. Hav to study 4 geo.. Haiz.. Im lyk so bored now.. n tired.. Dunno wat i did yesterday..

Goodbye, My love

2009-10-10T11:47:00.002+08:00

This is the song that i really really luv.. I hav aldy posted the lyrics.. It was i thk the previous, previous post..

Haha

2009-10-10T10:45:00.002+08:00

Haha
Tdy I was suppose to go to this dikir barat trng but in the end, i nvr go.. Cause my dad dun allow me.. He is so conscience bout my studies.. He was so worried dat my studies wld drop if i participate.. So in the end, i dun wan go.. Yesterday he bought iphone n i started playin wit it.. Hahakz... It was lyk so fun.. Cant wait 4 end of the year.. I wanna buy nokia n97.. Dun wan iphone anymre.. So hard to type.. I wan Nokia n97.. Its lyk so cool... Den my plan aso can change to youth plan.. Hahakz.. Im still ok when ppl say his name.. But the part of 4gettin the memories.....dat will be really hard 4 me.. I get do this.. I can 4get him.. FIGHTING!

Yai

2009-10-09T13:12:00.002+08:00

Yai!
I have accomplish somethin.. At library.. Blogging.. Haha... Cant wait to eat! Wat am i suppose to do nxt.. Study! The thin i hav accomplish is dat whn ppl say his name, i cld jus ignore... Haha! Dats somethin to accomplish.. I wanna eat macdonald! So hungry now.. Haiz... Wat to do, wat to do..

2009-10-08T21:21:00.003+08:00

Now wat happen?
Wat the hell happen now? I dun get it anymre.... I wanna noe ur reply of ur letter... Y suddenly u kept quiet? Did u agree to it? Ive been cryin 4 5 days straight.. Y must u do this to me? Y hav u changed so much... I guess the previous song does hav a meaning on me... Ur lucky i didnt call u any nickname yet... I am patient.. But i wun be later..

Goodbye, my love

2009-10-06T17:52:00.003+08:00

From the song goodbye,my love
Meaning
hello, how are are you?is your face still cute like before..pouring out my late regards and my late farewells, i write..i wonder if you’ll simply ask me why it’s a letterwhen messages on mini homepages are more commonfirmly, i pick up my pen.. just in case i can’t convey my hearti feel like i can’t do this any other wayit was really hard. when i loved you,nothing happened the way i wanted it toi keep promising myself to stop bothering youeven though i wait until death, you won’t comegoodbye, my love. i’ll let you go now.the remembrances and the memories, i’ll forget them alli’ll erase and erase and empty out every drop of lovefrom my heart
one time, just one more time, if i am to see you again, how nice would that be..
this lingering attachment, these tears, i’ll erase everything
the saying that as the bodies grow farther apart,the heart grows further apart as well
is of no use to me, it’s all lies
everyday, i become more and more worn out.. i’m sorry for causing you trouble
everyday, i ask myself, “can’t we go back”
even if i wring out my distressed heart and cry out, you can’t hearnow,
at the end of our memories, after i’ve realized our separation,
i’ll let you go from my heart.. goodbye
goodbye, my love. i’ll let you go now.
the remembrances and the memories, i’ll forget them all
i’ll erase and erase and empty out every drop of love
from my heart
i thought i would forget you as time goes by
but you keep finding your way into my heart again and again
i can’t.. i can’t let go of my love
i have to forget you, you
no matter how much i try to erasei guess you’re the only one for me
i’m sorry

The real lyrics
annyoung jal jinaeni
gwiyubdun ni ulgooleun yaejun gwa gateunji
jogeum neujen anbu neujeun ibyuleul dama sseunda
ddeun geum ubsshi wae pyunjinyago mootji aneulji
maesaeji mini hompi heunhandae goodji
peneul deuneun gun hokshina nae mam da mot junhwalggabwa
daleun bangbubeulon yukshina andwelguh gatta
himgyubduhla mani saranghetdun tuhla
mwuh hana hana nae ddeutdaelo dwaeneun gae ubduhla
geuman nul gwaelob hyuhla seuseulo dajimhago
jookeun deut gidalyuhdo niga oneun gun aniduhla
jalgayo nae sarang ijen bonaejoolggaeyo
giuk choouk modoo ijeulggaeyo
jioogo jiwuhsuh sarang hanjumdo biwuh nelggaeyo
nae mamaesuh
hanbun dan hanbunman nul dashi bogae dwaemyun ulmana joeulgga
ilun duhdin milyun noonmooldo modoo jioolyunda
momi muluhjimyun maeumdo muluhjindan mal
hanado naegen soyoung ubduhla da guhjitmal
haru haru galsoolok chochweh haejineun naega ansseuluh
dolagal soon ubsseulgga maeileul mooluh seuseulo
aetaneun nae mameul jwiuh jjanae solichyuhbwatja,naegen deulijiga anneunda
chooukeh ggeutaesuhya ibyuleul ggaedaleun hoo aeya
nae mamaesuh nul bonenda annyoung
jalgayo nae sarang ijen bonaejoolggaeyo
giuk choouk modoo ijeulggaeyo
jioogo jiwuhsuh sarang hanjumdo biwuh nelggaeyo
nae mamaesuh
duh shigani jinamyun nuhleul ijeul jool alatneundae
dashi ddo dashi nun nae mamsokae chajawa
andwaeyo nae sarang bonelsooga ubneyo
geudel geudel ijuhya haneundae
jioogo jiwuhdo naegen ddo geudae bboonin gabayo
mian haeyo

This really describes me alot n dats y i picked this song..

I hate u..

2009-10-06T17:35:00.002+08:00

I seriously hate u..

Why must you hurt me?

I have a heart, can't you see?

Nowadays, you will always hurt my feelings

Nowadays, I don't even know what Im doing

I wrote this aft ive done my mly 2nd paper.. Cant stand it anymre..

Why must he change? Why must he change from a kind and warm-hearted guy to a coward n cold-hearted guy? Don't he thk dat i hav any feelings at all? I shouldnt hav lyk him at 1st.. Now forgettin him is the worse part.. Especially when almost everyone knew bout the old thin.. To persuade them is even harder.. How did i do it wit the previous guy? I totally regret 4 lykin him..

I seriously hate u a lot...

Why..

2009-10-05T18:19:00.002+08:00

Why..
Why the hell must u do this to me? Its ur actions dat actually made me luv u.. But why u suddenly change so much.. Im gonna hate u soon...

29/4/09

I want to be with the boy I once loved

But u changed so it cant be u

With all the confusions inside my head

Should I go with the one dat got attacked by a bed

You will always tell me when u change numbers

will you always to dat to me forever

Cause frm my heart u have changed a lot

Lyk a flickered-minded driver in the parking lot

All the poems I wrote isn't meaningless

Its jus dat I will always get too careless

Dat i write all of this things down

About how i met the boy i once found

Sometime u will smile at me whn i walk pass u

But sometimes i will say excuse me when i wanna pass through

But i noe somethin isnt right

When i went to my cousin's wedding dat night

Dat day, i met my old fren

Whom i really wanna meet in the end

But i felt this fat inside me

That me n him were meant to be

I gt confused n jus 4get bout u

But my head will break when i pass through

The borderline which has him n u

Now im lyk a decision-maker too

He still remembers me n smiled

It jus caught me thre n laughed

I gont confused day by day

But maybe now, I've decided to decide it tdy

Even thought he remembers me

n we were really meant to be

I realised that up in the God's sky

That he wasn't realli my guy

I went to knock my head

I rmb all the memories even when the attack of the bed

But since time will soon pass through

The guy i was meant to be together with is you..

Wat the hell did i do to make u hate me so much.. I gav up lots of things 4 u n this is wat i get in the end.. The onli ppl dat cld make me cry was my family but somehow, u cld aso be ended up in my list.. Why the hell must u do this to me.. Why in the past must u do those kinda stuff dat makes it harder to 4get u.. Y? But, tx so much... If it wasnt 4 my frens persuadin me to ask u 4 stead, i wouldnt noe the other side of u which was the evil n no feelings boy.. I hate u so much...

Got nothin to do..

2009-09-08T21:08:00.000+08:00

당신은 항상 거기에 나를 위해

당신은 가끔 날 동기를 준

너 때문에, 난 사랑하는 당신 같은 사람이 어떻게 느끼는지

하지만 난 그냥 좀 내 문제도있을 수 있다고 생각하지 않았어요 당신

비록 당신이 나와 함께 할 수 없는지

나는 가끔 혼란에 빠진다 원인

사람 모두 4 명이 밖에서 걸으면서

하지만 어쨌든, 난 당신을 사랑하는 최대 착륙

동기 부여를위한 감사합니다 당신이 내게 준

정말 감사합니다

난 시간이 때만되면 난 정말 당신이 그리워 기억

때 아닌 학교에서 사라져

요즘 내 마음을 완벽하게 모양이 아닌

이미 깨진 조각이

가족과 친구 문제 때문에

그러나, 당신이 유일한 사람이 내 마음을 치료할 수있다

Sorry!

2009-08-08T13:24:00.000+08:00

Sorry cause i didnt post 4 so long... Was kinda busy.. Anyway.. Blw is video of girls generation.. lazy 2 post mre...

AWKWARD!

2009-07-18T09:49:00.001+08:00

AWKWARD!
Yesterday had english make-up tuition.. Den guess hu I saw.. Saw Daryl and Sylvia.. Den had tuition wit them.. Dun understand at all. Sat wit Daryl at the back den Sylvia sat at the front.. The tutor vry old one.. Haiz.. Lazy 2 type.. Tdy will be havin ndp but Syarifah wun be goin! Dats so sad....

NDP!

2009-07-12T17:23:00.002+08:00

NDP!
Yesterday was fun! Halfway through the finale was raining.. Me n Syarifah were lyk screamin our lungs out.. Nana and Sylvia were lyk sayin " Pity Ayu, she jus recovered frm her illness and it rained" It was funny though.. I was freezin.. Ate 2 ice cream yesterday.. Lazy to type mre.. Will type mre soon... BB!

ARGH!

2009-07-11T09:34:00.001+08:00

ARGH!
Tdy gt NDP Ne! Which means skls will be comin! Cant make any mistake although it will be full house! I still have runny nose and cough but I had to force my mum jus 2 perform cause my sis will be thre 2 watch! Argh! I hate this flu! Yesterday finished reading angels n demons... Was kinda interestin.. It was teh onli thin i cld do while my 3- days at home.. Haiz.... Dats all i wanna type.. Maybe will post mre bout tdy tmr... BB!

Videos!

2009-07-10T20:29:00.002+08:00

Videos!
Vry lazy to type... Dats y...

I hate it

2009-07-09T08:39:00.003+08:00

I HATE IT!
Im lyk missing three days of lessons! Im sure thre will be lots of hw 4 me!
Yesterday
My bro asked me wat was my temperature.. I told him it is 39 aft i took it.. He quickly joked " Stay away frm me"At 8, went to polyclinic wit bro.. This person askd wat i hav.. My bro said im havin fever.. I had to be on one side and had 2 take temperature.. Was really high.. It was 39.9.. Then had to take off my tudung so dat i can wear the mask.. Den me n bro went to this tent.. Everyone was wearin mask.. Den have 2 wait( U noe the normal procedures).. Den we spotted this hospital staff wit this bed wit him.. So my bro predicts dat sme1 gt infected.. I started to worry.. Den aft 1 hr, it was our turn.. Its a lady doctr.. She asked wat i hav.. My bro told her.. Den she asked " Do u have any body ache?" I replied dat i have but only on my legs.. Den she asked whether i went overseas aft she took my temperature and said dat it was high.. My bro responded dat i did go but dat was a week ago.. Den she told me she will give 3 days mc.. If my temperature doesnt drop by then, i hav 2 go back.. She aso told me i cant go out n cant be close to my family members.. Den i returned home n ate.. Didnt really finish.. It really sux.. Whn im sick, all of my appetite is gone.. Den slept.. Mum returned home 4 a while n asked me to take medicines.. Den slept again..

Lazy to type mre.. Will post mre soon.. Tx 4 the encouragin sms Wan Ting.. I miss you too! I miss everyone!

Got Addicted

2009-07-06T16:17:00.002+08:00

Got addicted!
I gt addicted to the solo collection of SS501.. Nice songs.. Luv Hyun Joong's one though.. Below is some videos.. Gt nothin to post except later gt eng tuition.. Haiz.. Must get used to it though.. Did all my hw aldy since yesterday..

COOL!

2009-07-05T14:33:00.003+08:00

COOL!
Yesterday was kinda fun.. Saw the fireworks.. Mum and sis tried to find me but cant.. Fireworks is nice.. Lazy to type more.. Bazil had some misunderstandings.. Dats all i wanna say.. Will post mre soon..

KIRSTEN!

2009-06-28T10:38:00.002+08:00

KIRSTEN!
I aldy told u not 2 watch you still wanna.. Haiz.. Yesterday dikir barat was fun.. Gt some probs though but i wun say.. ANyway, nothin 2 talk bout now.. Yesterday reached home at ard 12.. Kinda late.. Luckily asked bro 2 take me home.. Blw is anothr video of SS501..

No Topic

2009-06-25T20:13:00.006+08:00

No Topic
Sorry.. Cnt think of any topic.. Thought on Sat gt rehearsal skali dun hav.. Haiz.. At least still hav NDP rehearsal.. Cnt wait.. Jus now watched Transformers in Malaysia.. Was kinda funny n cool.. We first boutgh the tickets then while waitin 4 1 1/2 hours, went to eat at pizza hut.. Ate more den 5 slices.. And very full.. My frens do noe wat kinda stomach i hav.. Then after dat watch transformers 4 almost 3 hrs.. Did I say dat it was nice.. Anyway.. Im vry lazy to write anymre of those 'things' so yah.. Blw is a video which i watched but its nt suitable for Kirsten.. Ps: kirsten, if you wanna live, dun watch this..

ARGH!

2009-06-21T12:48:00.002+08:00

ARGH!
im lyk so tired now.. Yesterday had dikir barat.. Was kinda tired.. Had some fun n made some frens.. One guy n 2 gals i guess.. So bored now.. Then i was confused yesterday which i wun describef further.. If any father is reading this, i wld lyk 2 say Happy fathers Day! I created a poem 4 my dad n me, mum, sis n bro bought 2 shirts 4 dad.. Cnt wait 4 him 2 go home.. Below is a music video of SS501 You are my heaven.. I noe im gettin crazier everyday..

Yesterday: Days passed by so fast n im still thinkin of him..I even had lots of dream bout him.. When is this gonna end?
Tdy: I was confused the whole day.. Hu shld i really pick?

ARGH!

2009-06-19T19:39:00.002+08:00

ARGH!
Got nothin 2 do.. Had an investiture rehearsal.. Gt super active in the end.. Kirsten told me somethin..

Tdy: He didnt come again.. Dat really suckz..My life is startin 2 go crazier.. I thk i cld even 4get his face..

COOL!

2009-06-18T12:45:00.002+08:00

COOL!
Im now watchin Thank You 4 wakin Us Up.. Its kinda funny.. Its bout how SS501 wake up.. I thk if a bomb exploded thre, they wldnt realise it.. Especially hyun Joong..

Tdy: We had discussion.. They are bout to invite him.. Y was I feelin so nervous when they said his name?

BORING!

2009-06-17T14:28:00.004+08:00

BORING!
Im lyk so bored now.. Yesterday watched a thai ghost story called The Ghost Game.. Got lots of suspend.. Tdy family watched a malay ghost story called Jangan Tegur.. This time i nvr watch.. Mum said the ghost wasnt scary but the part of possess was the thin dat was scary.. Below is the 'continuation'

6 June:He agreed to ride the same bus last time.. He suggestd it.. Now I realised it was a long journey 2 go 2 the bus stop.. But y didnt it last long?
7 June: Some of the songs in boys over flowers soundtrack relate to me.. But all of them are in minor tone.. Y cnt it be in major?
8 June: Seconds, minutes, hrs n days passed by.. Maybe this holidays cn help me 4get all bout him..
9 June:I thought maybe i wld see him in skl tdy.. Yet, y am i still thinkin of him?
10 june: Dat was surprisin.. I didnt thk of him 4 19 hrs.. I wld thk of him every second 4 other days.. Am i gonna 4get bout him?
11 June:I didnt sms much to any1.. i suddenly thought of sendin him somethin.. But y am i hesitation? N y am i still thinkin of him?
12 June:4 the past few days im doin this.. When is this gonna end?
13 June:( Dun really wanna say)
14 June:I had a freaky dream bout him n my old crush.. I thought dat im gonna be nuts thinkin bout them..
15 June:I wrote stuff on my fullscap paper.. This madness has definitely gt to stop..
16 June: I feel lyl huggin some1 but nt related to me.. I am goin nuts!
Tdy: Why am i feelin lyk this.. I wasnt lyk this last time.. Is it cause of him im lyk this?

Haiz...

2009-06-15T11:37:00.002+08:00

Haiz...
For the past few days, i've been writin some sentences.. You cant blame a gal 4 bein bored.. The sentences are below this post.. Im lyk so bored 4 past few days.. Have been hearin lots of SS501 songs though i dun understand them.. Haiz.. Im gettin crazier everyday.. Dreams r aso freakier everyday..

1st June: Argh! I cnt sleep! 4 almost 3 days i didnt thk of him but whn i saw this guy frm mayflower, it totally reminds me of him! Whn is this goin 2 end?! Y mus sec life be so confusion?! I feel lyk cryin!
2nd June: I totally deleted his sms frm my save inbox.. Is it time 4 me 2 delete him frm my life?
3rd June:He didnt come 4 investiture.. Is he avoidin me? Is it time 4 me 2 do the same thin?
4th June:This new guy came along wit us.. I started havin dreams of him..Is it time 4 me 2 let go of him n accept this new guy?
5th June:I didnt see him in his squad jus now.. I dun get y im still aft him.. Am I jus confused or did i purposely do this?
Will continue more on nxt post :D

Damn!

2009-06-14T12:39:00.003+08:00

Damn!
I got too addicted to Boys over flowers.. I also went to watch the SS501 sing.. It was kinda nice although it was in Korean.. I went to get the songs.. Got addicted to it.. No more shows to watch dats y im bloggin.. Dats weird.. Tdy aso had weird dream.. Weird i mean freaky.. N i dun wanna describe it.. Below is a video from Ss501 Deja Vu..

Finally!

2009-06-13T12:40:00.002+08:00

Finally!
Finally im done watchin boys over flowers.. It was a totally nice ending! I was kinda sad when im done watchin cause i really wanted more! Currently, im watchin death bell.. It has Kim Bum inside.. My sis n Jocelyn really wanted Ji Hoon n Jan Di frm boys over flowers to be together.. I dun mind anythin.. It was kinda interestin.. Currently, i've aso created some sentences.. I was really bored and depressed, I guess.. Now im confused again..

Why is my life lyk this..

Sorry!

2009-05-24T11:43:00.001+08:00

Sorry!
Sorry cause i have not been posting 4 a while cause of exams. Also cause im busy. Currently i wun be postin much cause im watching boys over flowers. So Sorry....Will post more soon*Dunno when*

Haha!

2009-04-26T15:35:00.002+08:00

HAHA!
Tdy in religious class was kinda fun. Met a new ustazah. Jannah didnt come though. During the religious class, b4 the ustazah came, me, Jasmine, Aqilah, Dina, Aidah and Farah played truth or truuuuuth. Even though its the same thing but we just did it for fun. SO one of my truth question was if I have no choice but to stead, who would i lyk to do wit in my religious class. OMG! N the gals pointed to the guys who are those gangster type. OMG! I rather fall down from a building. So they decided to change the question. Whether I should date them or date a correction tape. I picked the correction tape of course. Was kinda fun. Then one time when the class was gone 4 recess, Dina and Aidah made some funny jokes. Aidah aso made this thing( was kinda insulting though. I will nvr say this though):
As we fuck to the left
As we fuck to the right
As we fuck, as we fuck, as we fuck all nite.
( This part I 4got...) With the ci n the bye
( Then i 4got.)

Was kinda funny. My stomach was hurtin aft all of this. Then Aidah n Dina acted as a wannabe. Was so totally fuuny. Soon, we were realised. I just wish it was lyk dis every week. Dats all i wanna post. Bu i will asure u dat i will nvr, nvr, NVR sing dat song. BB, will post more soon!

Hehe

2009-04-25T17:39:00.002+08:00

I totally rmbr this

This pic was taken on 13th December durin our family day. It jus brought back nice memories. Sang Tong Hua in 3 languages. Chinese, Malay n Japanese. Our grp name was F cube. Firdaus, Farhanis n Farhana. Was kinda fun n won 1st prize 4 it.